When we are no longer chasing our dreams, what comes next? When we stop searching for love, what else can we do to make this life meaningful? Perhaps, we’ll take this time to rest. To heal our hearts from broken dreams and broken promises. May this be the right time to finally see and discover what are the things left to pursue aside from our dreams and love. This time, I want it to be myself—a healed heart, a well-regulated nervous system, my self-worth. From all the battles I lose in chasing my dreams, I wish this time I would win to bring myself back. From all the heart aches I gained from loving, I will make sure to cure all the wounds left and treat my scars special. It may take years, it doesn’t matter. I just want this to be my season, all about myself. 当我们不再追逐梦想时，接下来会发生什么？当我们不再寻找爱情时，我们还能做些什么来让这一生有意义呢？ 也许，我们可以利用这段时间休息。治愈我们因梦想破碎和承诺破碎而受伤的心灵。愿这是我们终于看到并发现除了我们的梦想和爱情之外还有什么值得追求的事情的合适时机。 这一次，我希望它是我自己——一颗被治愈的心，一个有规律的神经系统，我的自我价值。 从我在追逐梦想中失败的所有战斗中，我希望这次我能赢回自己。